Oh! I forgot to tell you! It fucking snowed today! I mean it wasn’t for more than 15min but still! Gah! I want spring! I’m not a huge fan of summer. Not into the heat. But I’m getting pretty sick of this freaki’n weather!
I’m in such a weird mood today. One minute I’m feeling the overwhelming urge to cut. And the next I’m all happy and glad that the sun is shining and spring is here. Like my brain can’t decide. I guess it’s just a side affect to quitting the happy pills. It’ll probably be alright when the body gets use to it. But in the meantime I’m handling it. It’ll be no cutting here! Trying to be happy fort he happy thoughts.